Yesterday morning I came home after an appointment with the surgeon who did some 'work' on the top of my head last week. Pathology report is that it is a "rare" cancer and I have to return for further surgery soon. He both said things were OK and not so OK. So, I retuned to Gaynor not in the best of hearts and spilled out my concerns about me to her without thinking about her. Then it dawned on me that I had not considered her situation at all. I was bound up in my own concern that I had, well just, not thought. It was not at all helpful of me. I should have managed the telling, etc. a whole lot better. Now Gaynor is not only concerned about herself, but also me. And I have to shake myself up and realise the reality of our lives.
Went to gym early this morning and that helped refresh my mind.
Now to be more sensitive and so on for the rest of today.
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